Flat out failing.
I failed at my three mile run yesterday.
I failed to pay my credit card bill on time.
I've failed at eating the way I should.
I've failed to get up and work out because I was tired.
My apartment is an homage of failing to be organized.
I've failed to be a good friend.
I failed to clean up my dishes after eating.
I've failed to read the WORD.
My Lent resolution...yep I failed there too.
I've failed to send a courtesy card to C's grandparents.
I've failed to return emails to wedding vendors.
I failed to meal plan the past two weeks.
I've failed to grant others grace when they needed it.
I fail to turn the TV off everyday.
My patience....yeah failed.
I have failed to be a stand up employee at work.
I've failed to help make dinner for hungry children with my church.
I have failed to complete many a blog post.
Grammar, yeah CONSTANT FAIL!!!!
I'm currently failing to keep my emotions in check.
I've failed to be a good fiancee, sister, and daughter.
And you know what....
A BIG ONE.
And I'm so not buying the
Failing helps you get better, or you learn from your failures crap.*
Whoever said 'Fall down 7 times stand up 8'
forgot to mention falling down after the 8th stand up.
(yes, this is a pity party, but it's my pity party and I'll pity if I want to)
*choosing to turn off comments, because I'm not asking for sympathy. Just needed to vent.