December 11, 2012
I Pray I'm Strong Enough to Love
These are not my vows, but they are my hopes and dreams for US!
I don't have you as my forever and always yet, but I can't wait until I do.
I've always wanted the dream, fairytale wedding and marriage. Since I was a lil girl, I knew I wanted to be a wife and then a mommy. I can't wait to be a family and to have that special bond with you and our children.
Okay, I'm rambling....first things first....
I CAN'T WAIT TO BE YOUR WIFE!
I can't wait to wake up next to you every day.
I can't wait to plan our life out together.
I can't wait for all of the new challenges and experiences we are going to have.
I am thrilled to pieces that I will be YOURS for the rest of my life.
You are the love of my life and I am the luckiest woman in the world.
But, I'm going to be 100% honest with you, I have am nervous about this marriage thing.
I wish I could say I know I'm ready to be a wife, but ehhh, I can't.
I'm still a stubborn DOB [daughter instead of son] and that's not going to change easily.
I like things my way and I often think it's my way or the high way.
Do you promise to still love and forgive me when I'm wrong but think I'm right?
I promise to remember all the little things you do for me, even if I don't always tell you thank you.
I know that marriage is a lot of hard work, but I'm pretty sure I'll forget that at times.
But, I promise you I won't forget that you gave me butterflies.
Or, that you are the most amazing man in the world.
I pray that God grants me the patience and disposition to love you the way you should be loved.
When I say my vows, I mean forever and always times a gobzillion.
No going back, even though there will probably be days we want to run away.
Being almost 30, I'm getting started a lil late in the game, but I STILL want 80 years of marriage with you.
I look at all the old couples out there, and that's what I want us to be like.
NO matter what comes our way, I want to rock life with you by my side.
I like to think I'm stronger than I look, so I HOPE I can be strong enough to love right.
To be the wife YOU need!
The wife God wants me to be.
I want to be THAT couple that people pin on pintrest [or whatever comes next] when we are old and wrinkly.
So, when I'm stubborn or mean, remind me of these words.....and don't forget,
I'm forever yours..... < 3