Blog Every Day in May [Day 24]

Day 24, Friday: Your top 3 worst traits

What, I don't have ANY!!!!

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 okay, I'm sure my friends/family would disagree, haha!

LazyslashProcrastinator

Ok, well I DON'T sit around and smoke, let's get THAT POINT straight right now. But, I am a queen procrastinator, and often I'll be lazy and then HOLY GUACAMOLE something has to be done. I look back on my life and realize how much I missed out on or how much BETTER I could have been at something if I had taken more initiative. I still catch myself being lazy or wasting when I KNOW I shouldn't [cough cough, wedding planning, cough cough], but I think I've gotten better and doing what needs to be done. But, I think I will always be a procrastinator, I'm not like all you type A women who check things off your list immediately.

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Judgmental

 

I make ^ face more than I should and it's bad. I'll judge people walking in weird outfits. I'll judge the super put together girl. I'll judge couples. My sisters and I will sometimes play the 'make up a story' game, and mine aren't always the nicest-est of stories. I admit when relaying stories I can be judgmental and embellish to make myself sound better. If I don't agree with someone, I often won't tell them but will then rant/chat about it to someone else. I judge others there, I've said it. This is constantly something I try to work out, but I very often fall short.

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Grudge holder

I never thought of myself this way, but it has been pointed out by certain people[ahem sissys ahem] that I tend to hold grudges. Personally, I don't believe this one bit. Eeeeeeeeeeeh, ok, maybe a lil bit. I have found that I hold grudges more FOR friends/family than for myself. If someone has wronged them, they are enemy #1, despite the fact the person wronged has offered forgiveness. I am fiercely loyal to those I truly care about and sometimes get Mama Bear protective, even if they don't need me to protect them. I wear my heart on myself, so I've been burned....A LOT! I still show my heart, but if you've seriously wronged me, I'm less abot to fully forgive and move past the situation. Annnnnnnnd, yes, I do hold grudges with close friends and family and SOMETIMES they come out when tempers flare. I'm USUALLY a very fair fighter [usually], but yes, I can hold a grudge with the best of em. 

PLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLEASE don't JUDGE ME

now that you've read my dirty laundry.