I should be studying as I write this, but I miss writing and I miss this space. So I'll quickly recap things going on in life and in my head right now:
+ This job is pushing me to and past my limit. I am drowning in new terms, plans, pricing, devices, systems. learning to sell, understanding the how and why and really getting outside my comfort zone. I've cried at work {UGH} and freaked out to my mentor more than once because I'm so scared of not doing well. Everyone seems to think I can do this, I just need to believe in myself and buckle down.
+ I miss my flexible schedule. A lot. I have had late nights, early mornings, no workouts, not enough sleep and my body is all kinds of crazy right now. I miss not having early Mondays. I miss not getting home late and having to constantly wake up early. Trying to keep up with training is taking a lot out of me too. I worried to lose the tiny bit of momentum I had with this new job. I haven't posted much fitness on Instagram nor on my other blog, which makes me sad.
+ Figuring out my workout schedule is hard. I used to teach nine classes a week which meant working out each time I taught. Maybe not to the extend I would normally push myself, but I was moving my body. I have only been able to work out one day since starting last week and while my body is enjoying the time off, it is also craving movement and the gym.
+ Le Husband has had my back like no other and it has held me together like no other during this season. He has be there in every capacity and I am ever so grateful. Marriage is hard, but it is so nice when you have someone to lean on during the trying, frustrating and crazy times.
You've got this, friend!
ReplyDeleteYou can do it!
ReplyDeleteYou have this. You can do it, you just need to believe it.
ReplyDeleteIf it makes you feel any better - I have been at my job since November & I'm STILLLL trying to get my fitness plan down to a routine ;) haha.
ReplyDeleteGive yourself some grace! Adjustments are hard.
ReplyDeleteI think I missed what the job actually is?
Oh girlie hang in there - you got this!! Big hugs
ReplyDeleteSending all the hugs sweet friend, you've got this girl! And yay for a supportive husband through it all! Marriage is definitely hard, but being able to lean on each other in tough times is what makes it amazing <3
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You can do this!!! I know you can. Hugs friend!
ReplyDeleteYou absolutely can do this. New learning curves are steep but you’re a really smart woman!! Get it, girl!!!
ReplyDeleteI'm so proud of you! This is a hard season, but you can do it!
ReplyDeletei am sorry this is a frustrating time for you friend. i am sure you will overcome all the hurdles soon and everything will get sorted. you got this!
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