October 18, 2018

So I've Been Thinking

...How is it already the middle of October? I swear I was just looking forward to my Vegas trip at the beginning of the month. Now we are two weeks away from Halloween, wow!

... What if this baby is a girl? Will we make it past 16?

... What if this baby is a boy? How will I deal with the bugs, boogers, farts and boy stuff?

... Why can I not feel settled financially? Sure we aren't making near the money we had in Virginia, but I know so many people have much less than I who have a family and make it work. I need to trust.

... Do we really need to start thinking about daycare already?

... Could we FINALLY have a diagnosis for my back pain? This has been going on every night since June and I'm so hopeful an appointment next week could be the start of some relief.

... Why is this world so scary? Why are people so mean to each other? Why can't people and politicians get along? Why do children get hurt by adults? Why do kids hurt each other? Why are their mean girls and boys?

... When did I become such a worrier? And stressor? People tell me I need to chill but I just can't.

... Will I ever be good at this new job? Will I reach my full potential?

... I wonder when my belly is going to actually pop? I'm ready to look pregnant and not fluffy.

5 comments:

  1. The "what if this baby is a girl" made me laugh.

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  2. There are going to be so many different things you will think of as a parent. Some things I never even imagined haha.

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  3. motherhood opens up a whole new world of anxiety but just take things one day at a time.

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  4. As a person who suffers from back pain, I can't stress enough how beneficial physical therapy is to out physical and mental health. It's sad that people don't know how impactful undergoing physical therapy is. A website that has helped me become more aware of physical therapy is Preferred Rehab , you should check it out!

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  5. You'll be a great mom to a boy or a girl... no matter what life and this world throws at them, I know they will be loved, cared for, and you will help them turn into another good human just like you. I'm not worried about that. ;)

    All the other things... legitimate concerns. ;) That's why we need more good humans influencing other good humans.

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