...How is it already the middle of October? I swear I was just looking forward to my Vegas trip at the beginning of the month. Now we are two weeks away from Halloween, wow!
... What if this baby is a girl? Will we make it past 16?
... What if this baby is a boy? How will I deal with the bugs, boogers, farts and boy stuff?
... Why can I not feel settled financially? Sure we aren't making near the money we had in Virginia, but I know so many people have much less than I who have a family and make it work. I need to trust.
... Do we really need to start thinking about daycare already?
... Could we FINALLY have a diagnosis for my back pain? This has been going on every night since June and I'm so hopeful an appointment next week could be the start of some relief.
... Why is this world so scary? Why are people so mean to each other? Why can't people and politicians get along? Why do children get hurt by adults? Why do kids hurt each other? Why are their mean girls and boys?
... When did I become such a worrier? And stressor? People tell me I need to chill but I just can't.
... Will I ever be good at this new job? Will I reach my full potential?
... I wonder when my belly is going to actually pop? I'm ready to look pregnant and not fluffy.